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July 29, 2005

Proof

that I still knit:







Socka-Pal-2-Za Socks
Acorn Sock pattern by Evelyn Clark/Fibertrends
Koigu, color #1110
Done on two circs - Addi size #1s

Actually, my knitting was a little overzealous. I finished the second sock, well, all but the grafting, in bed last night and this morning I woke up and grafted. When I compared it to the first one, I realized I had gone too far on the foot - you were supposed to stop at either row 9 of the lace repeat or finish the repeat and stop at row 1 of the next repeat - I should've stopped at 9. So I ripped and finished the sock while watching Meet the Fockers - which was pretty funny. I thought Dustin and Babs did a great job.

I really like these socks and the pattern is terrific. They're a little tight around the cuff - should've done it on size twos probably, but I think they'll fit my sock pal fine. She's about the same size as me, if not a little bit smaller, so I say they're good to go. Now, a question. What about blocking? I washed my first pair, but didn't block it. How do you block socks (if you don't have a sock blocker tool.) Do you need to block socks? Can I just wash them and leave them to dry or do they need to be blocked? Thanks!

I'm planning on casting on a lot this weekend. Progress picks on Monday, hopefully. Have a great weekend!

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July 28, 2005

Better, no?




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Hold Everything!!!

Look what just came in the mail!



From the lovely Juno! Thank you! Thank you! (You enablers are good, let me tell you!)

Hold my calls for awhile will you? I've got some stuff to spin....

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Goldilocks and the Not Quite Right Bed

I waited around for the delivery guys yesterday (I hate waiting around) and finally it came:



Something's not quite right here.

The funniest part was trying to explain to the delivery guys' boss and to George what exactly the problem was. No one was getting it. I think the boss guy thought I was crazy, because I heard the delivery guy saying, no, it really is messed up. I'm thinking we got somebody's special order bed because it's supposed to be an Eastern King, which has the regular dimensions of 76x80. As opposed to a California King, which has regular dimensions of 72x84. Georgie called our bed a Midwestern King, since our mattress measures about 74x80. Of course our box springs are standard Eastern King measurements at 76x80. See what I mean?

The other day Rachael had a post about her and LaLa's anniversary and she talked about luck. I told her that G always used to complain about bad luck and I told him that we used up all the good luck we had when we found each other. Now our bad luck isn't the devastating kind, it's the kick your ass only could happen to us kind. You see, this is something of a special bed we got through a friend for a very good deal (Oprah may or may not sleep on this bed - no not this EXACT bed, but one just like it) so it's not like we can call Sleepy's and say give us a new one. But it'll all work out in the end. And if not, I've got a nice little ledge to rest my feet on while I put on my shoes. [ETA: Despite the size issues, the bed was a dream to sleep on! Well, at least I think it was, I don't remember anything from last night. More importantly, G didn't wake up with a backache. YAY!]

In knitting news, I've got one more repeat before I start on the toe of my Socka-Pal-2-Za socks. Speaking of Sock Pal Socks, have you seen Karen's socks? She's in the beginner category too, so there's a chance these socks are MINE! I would LOVE that because I LOVE these socks. She even had me persuring my Barbara Walker Treasury books for mosaic patterns for socks. What a great idea! Fingers (or, er, toes) crossed these socks are for me!

I spun some more yesterday too and while I won't be showing you photographic evidence, I did better yesterday than I did the day before. I'm slowly beginning to see the benefits of a wheel and would definitely like to try one. Parking more and drafting more (thanks again Claudia!) are definitely helping. I'm getting more control over my spin as well. It's coming along.

I owe quite a few contest prizes out there and I'm sorry they've been so late in coming. I have to put together every card myself, but I hope to have them ready to go this weekend. Thanks for being so patient! I haven't forgotten!

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July 27, 2005

Thick and Thin










This counts, right?

Thank you, Claudia, so much for your instructions (see yesterday's comments!). I started there, and didn't get it. Went to the icanspin.com website and didn't get it. Found the Grafton Fibers tutorial and started to get it. Messed around a little bit - put the spindle down, did some stuff, picked it back up again. Got a lot frustrated (but didn't think about any of the bad stuff) and then I looked over Claudia's instructions again and GOT IT! You pinch with the right while you spin, then switch to the left - draft out some yarn with the right - then pinch higher up and let the twist travel to the pinch! Genius! I was off!

It was light when I started. Dark when I stopped. I think three hours went by. Not sure.

A question - see in the third picture how the yarn is kinking back on itself - is that supposed to happen, or do I have too much spin in the yarn. You really need to draft it thin to get thin yarn, huh.

I don't know. I'd like to think that some of the stuff I made is a little Manos like. And wow - those Manos people don't spend too much time spinning their stuff do they.

Thanks for all your good thoughts - yesterday wasn't as bad as I thought it would be and certainly not as bad as it could've been. And I'm confident today will be better. We're getting a new bed delivered so I have a lot to do around the house to keep me busy and my mind at rest. And a big, huge bag of fiber calling my name.

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July 26, 2005

Come Back Later

I adjusted my meds last night and let's just say, I'm not feeling so good today. Side effects suck - and anything that makes me feel like Tom Cruise might have a point - well, I'm not a happy camper today. NO worries though - all will be right. I'll either go back to the old dose or shoulder through. But, I have to say, sometimes I'd rather have debilitating anxiety than feel like I drank 101 Red Bulls. And I never drink caffeine. Makes me crazy.

My weekend was nice and hectic and kid-filled, but it seems there was lots more fun to be had out there in blog land. Glad everyone had such a great weekend.

I barely knit on the second sock. Basically, train down Friday, train up yesterday. I'm hoping it's finished by the next update. Got to have goals.

Oh, and my purchases arrived right before I left on Friday. Honestly, I took it all out of the box and immediately became completely overwhelmed. I tried to spin a little on the spindle - just to see what I was getting myself into - and maybe not such a good idea. I could only find directions for a bottom spindle and I have a top spindle and can you say FRUSTRATION. I think I need a lesson.

I realized something really important last night - this anxiety has been kicking my ass lately - making me question who's boss. I know, though, that I'm doing the bare minimum to take care of it - and myself - and that's got to change. I can't stand it when people complain about their life and DO NOTHING about it. I'm an action kind of girl and I'm about to kick some ASS. Wish me luck.

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July 22, 2005

Family Obligations

The plan was to hang with these fabulous chicas, but family stepped in and obligation took over. I'll still be hanging with some of my faves (the kiddies and the sis), but I'm tired, and to be honest, I'd be just as happy at home. But G's got his own kind of (j-o-b) obligations this weekend, so he'll be scarce and I'm lonely, so off I go.

When I come back, a finished pair of socka-pal-2-za socks. At least that's what I'm hoping. I'm on the foot, so the homestretch is in view.

Have a wonderful weekend everybody! See you on Tuesday!

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July 21, 2005

Bor-ING!

Go see Claudia's post on Repetition. I turned the heel on the second Sock Pal Sock last night. Just the foot to go. BOR-ing.


Holey Moley those wheels are expensive! Geez. What have you guys gotten me into?


Cate has a wonderful post on perfection. Remember the google search string that landed someone here: debilitating perfectionism? Yup. That's me. Made me think of my favorite IMperfection story. When we got married, I got two rings - one's a plain platinum band that I was married in, the other's a gorgeous, beyond beautiful platinum band in a flower design punctuated with diamonds and small blue sapphires. I found the model for it while helping my brother-in-law look for rings for my sister, and knew it was the one for me. It looks JUST like my grandmothers platinum and diamond band that I've always loved. So I had we had it made and I wore it for a little bit before we were actually married, so I think of it as my pseudo engagement ring. Anyway, it didn't take me long after I bought it to realize that there was an imperfection in it. One of the stems on a leaf is a bit bent and out of shape. This about KILLED me for a bit and I almost took it back, but then I realized that it was a fantastic symbol for my marriage. That no matter how wonderful and beautiful and precious our relationship is - it's not and will never be PERFECT.

I left the imperfection in the ring and now, of course, it's one of the things I love about it. Whenever I've misplaced it and fear I've lost it (more frequently than I'd like to admit) Georgie always says not to worry - we can get a new one - and my first thought is that it won't be the same. The new one WON'T have the imperfection that I've come to love.


Okay. Off to a fabulous lunch today - hopefully I'll have more to report tomorrow! Have a great day!


PS - Hope things in London are settled down and it was all nothing serious. I (reluctantly) watched some of Farenheit 911 last night and if even a 1/4 of its true - the US is seriously fucked and I pray that our friends around the world don't bear the brunt of the repercussions. That's not to say I don't pray that WE don't bear the brunt of it either, but you all know what I mean. The world is a very scary place.

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July 20, 2005

Another One Bites the Dust

I caved. And really, what did it take? Fondling some amazing yarn? Two freaking days? A night of delicious dreams? If I tell you I've already bought the URL for www.barberpoleyarns.com with delusions of mass production will you laugh at me? That is, even more than you're already laughing.

Toni at The Fold tried to reign me in. I mean, I KNOW I interrupted their dinner, for pete's sake. But in the end I bought a Bosworth Midi in the Paduak wood. She talked me out of a second spindle. I'm insane. I feel nauseous. Then I felt like she was going to actually get off the phone with me after getting all my credit card info and I was like, wait, I'd like to buy some Fiber. And she said, why don't I throw some in for you - you know - so you don't feel any pressure (I had told her I was a beginner and all about my lofty barber pole dreams) and she said the price is right - it's for free, and I said that's great, thank you so much, but can I buy some other stuff, you know, something to look forward to? I swear she was laughing AT me. I walked away with 6+ ozs of Blue Moon Fiber Arts Targhee in a phenomenal Gold Rush colorway and 6+ ozs of Merino/Tussah in the Serendipity colorway which isn't online, but Toni described as purple and brown and green. I think. Honestly, I went with the name. Kind of the same way I went with the Paduak wood. Names mean a lot.

One thing I've definitely learned in all this is that I absolutely DON'T like hairy yarn. By that I mean angora (sorry little bunnies!), alpaca (sorry weird but cute llama/camel type animals) or mohair (sorry sheepies.) Now, of course, I realize that merino wool and its just-as-soft counterparts are hairy (I mean wool is kind of like hair, right), to a certain extent, but I think you know what I mean when I say hairy. Cashmere is definitely NOT hairy. The hairy stuff itches and I wouldn't want it actually touching my skin.

Oh, yeah, and to prove I'm no WUSS, I bid on TWO auctions on ebay last night and I WON BOTH!!!! More roving for me - from dudleyspinner because Mary's Yarn is just incredible!

It wasn't until an hour or two later that I realized that the whole time I was making these ridiculous purchases I was wearing my Maryland Sheep & Wool T-Shirt. Do you think that means anything?

I really do feel sick. I feel like I'm getting sucked into some kind of black hole vortex and I'll never knit again. Never write again. Never blog again. Never take another photograph. My head is literally spinning.

I will be okay, right?

PS - Bloglines isn't updating my feeds again, so if you haven't already, please read yesterday's post about Prudence Mapstone. I don't want anyone to miss it - her fiber arts are beyond imagination. Thank you for indulging me.

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July 19, 2005

Dear Prudence....

As I mentioned yesterday, MJ and I met at her LYS, Wildfiber. (Be sure to check out her post about it - her pictures are better than mine. Well, all except the one Georgie took of the two of us with her camera. But, in his defence, he did a better job with ours.) The store was/is an explosion of color - warm and inviting, lots of wonderful light. Places to sit and my god, the yarns! Everything you could ever want in an LYS. I'm still jealous!

As we were walking around the store, I came across this AMAZING item - I'm not sure what you would call the shape - but it's FREEFORM at it's best!



I'm not sure pictures can do the work justice. It's crochet and knitting combined - and each piece is built upon the next creating a canvas of texture and color. As we walked further around the store, we came to the back classroom area and discovered more of this amazing artist's work:









Some of the pieces are garments - well - they might all be garments. I tried on the long purple/yellow coat and to be honest, it's about as far from practical as you can get - extremely heavy and itchy, but my god - WHAT GLORIOUS COLOR! This artist's work is a Gustav Klimt painting come to life!

I don't even remember the question I asked, but I asked a woman standing behind the table about the artist, and the woman ended up to be the artist herself! Prudence Mapstone. This Australian artist told us she got started with freeform when her carpal tunnel got so bad she couldn't knit big pieces anymore - too heavy. So she started playing around with little pieces that she sewed together to make bigger pieces. And so on and so on. Prudence uses any kind of yarn she can find - natural fibers, synthetic fibers, novelty yarns - generally sticking to a specific color palette for her projects. I was so inspired I bought both her books and some notecards with close-ups of her work!

What's really wonderful about the work is that it will go wherever your imagination can take you! Every stitch pattern - knit or crochet - is open as a possibility. I love the idea of this - truly I do and am going to try my hardest to figure out the lovely bullion stitch. What a great way to play with all the odd balls of yarn we have around!

Anyway, I encourage you all to visit the galleries on Prudence's website. Her work MUST NOT be missed.

~+~+~+~+~


Okay. I'm not blaming any one person in particular - I'm blaming you all equally - but I had some crazy ass head-spinning dreams last night about this and this and maybe some of this.

STOP IT! LEAVE ME ALONE!

I told G I might have a problem and showed him some of this stuff and told him if I got one of these and some of this I could make my own yarn like this. (Is that not EXQUISITE!!!) He looked at me with his drop-dead gorgeous puppy dog eyes and said, "Is that something you'd be interested in?" like totally all supporting me and stuff and I yelled, at the top of my lungs (in my head of course) HOW, I repeat HOW ON THIS EARTH DID I GET SO LUCKY? [ETA: Yes, well, Ann might be correct, but I'd prefer to think my sparkling personality has at least a LITTLE to do with it....]

But, really, leave me alone! All of you!

[ETA: Just say, and I'm just saying here, I saw something on ebay I might want to buy - what's the etiquette for auctions? There's a seller and one person has the only bid on a bunch of stuff. I feel kind of bad bidding over her - am I allowed to do that? What's the knitting/web protocol here? You know what? Don't even tell me. I need this like I need ANOTHER hole in my head. Oy gavolt!]

For Claudia:


The Bee and The Dahlia

Last but not least, Annie is putting together an Afghan project in memory of Kerstin's brother-in-law. I'm sure you've heard by now, but he died, along with two of his friends, in one of the most horrific traffic accidents I've ever heard about. It's stunningly sad. A square is the absolute least we can do. Thank you.

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July 18, 2005

What I Did on My Summer Vacation...

by Cara.

Super long. Proceed at own risk.


First off, I got a lot of knitting done. Everday we were awakened (early - NY time!) by G's office with one crisis after another. It wasn't fun for either of us, but I did get a lot accomplished:




One sock pal sock down (although I need to fix the toe close) and one almost done. I was hoping for two repeats on the plane home last night - I managed to finish all four. Now I only have nine rows of the lace before I do the heel. I should be finished with it in a day or two. I LOVE these socks. Sorry, sock pal, but I've been trying them on left and right. (I even tried them on for the flight attendant last night when she asked what I was knitting.)

I'm not usually a big fan of lace socks, but these are different. As G said, there's just a hint of skin peeking through - and the color of this Koigu is just beautiful. I'm in love. It's going to be VERY hard to give them up. (That's okay - I'll just make myself a pair!)

The pattern is very well written (thank you Evelyn Clark) and it goes so fast, really. I have nothing to complain about at all. (And all that ripping I've done - completely my own fault.)

Oh and thanks for all your comments the other day - and thanks Alison for the update!

Here's a close-up of the lace:


On to the trip details...

Los Angeles

* A quick note. I bought a new camera for the trip - something portable we could take to the castle since I wasn't lugging my 50 lb. bag in my dress and heels. I'm not really thrilled with the camera - I didn't heed my own best advice - I never finished the manual. I was reading it instead of packing on Sunday night and G said - why don't you save that for the plane and then I knit the whole time on the plane and never read the damn thing. This camera is really for G - the lack of control I had killed me. So anyway, the pictures aren't up to snuff as far as I'm concerned. It really bothers me, but it is what it is. Oh and all the yarn pictures are taken with the GOOD camera at home.

We arrived in LA on Monday noonish (after missing our flight at JFK. LONG story. Suffice it to say we were on the 10AM instead of the 8AM.) and headed straight to our favorite LA spot - the IN-N-OUT right by the airport. Not only is it IN-N-OUT, but you get to watch super huge jet airliners fly right over your head as they land. One of the highlights of the trip was flying OVER the spot we had stood five days earlier as we flew in from SLO to our connection in LA. We're weird, okay?

Then we headed out to our hotel, The Chamberlain, in West Hollywood. Got to say, very nice boutique hotel. They had just finished a refurb and everything looked very nice. It's a sister to The Viceroy in Santa Monica where we stayed last year, but I prefer this one. Much quieter, not as funky. The room was great.

We decided to take a little walk. YES, CALIFORNIANS, I SAID WALK! People literally looked at us like we were crazy as we made our way down La Cienega from Santa Monica to Melrose. I wanted to check out Julia's home away from home (although her home again!) Knit Cafe. What a bright, cozy, inviting place! Suzan, the owner was there and she was very solicitous. Her store is beautiful, and as we were there near close, it was empty but for one lone knitter. I walked around three times trying so hard to find something to buy. I've decided that on these trips of mine, I'm only going to buy yarn that is different than what I can get at home. And since I live in a large Metropolitan Area, there's not much I CAN'T get at home. I was about to buy a t-shirt and then there was some Lorna's Laces, but she only had one skein of the color I liked, so I passed. But a great shop if you're in the neighborhood! I would definitely go again. Thanks Julia for the recommendation! Suzan and I talked about what a great help you've been to her - I'm sure she's so thrilled you're coming home.

On our walk home, I passed a storefront with these casts in the window. It was very spooky.



The neighborhood had mostly antique/furniture/rug stores, but this one didn't even have a name. Just these faces in the window.

Once back at the hotel, we had some time to kill before meeting up with my brother for dinner. What to do, what to do? How about a swim?




The pool was on the roof - overlooking LA (the Hollywood Hills were behind me when I took the picture) and there was no one there but us! What a lovely romantic swim! The water was nice and WARM too. (Everywhere we went people took immense pleasure in telling us the temperature of the pool. Our pool is set to 86 degrees. Our pool is comfortable 80 degrees.)

Wildfiber

MJ and I had finally connected via email and it was my plan to meet her at Wildfiber before we left LA for Santa Barbara. I thought we might miss her because the plan changed and we were going to leave early, but the office called and we didn't get to see MJ until after noon! And I'm so glad we did! This was one of the highlights of the trip! MJ is wonderful in person - so sweet and I really, really enjoyed meeting her - even if it was really quick. And Wildfibers? Oh my god - all I have to say is MJ is one lucky, lucky girl that this place is her LYS.




Here we are in front of the Koigu wall. Can you think of a better place for a photograph?

I bought some of the most beautiful yarn I've ever seen there - MJ helped me pick it out and man was it expensive, but WORTH EVERY PENNY!





Tanglewood Fiber Creations, 100% Superwash Merino, hand dyed, hand spun - softer than soft. Now I have a question for all you spinners out there (not that I'm interested. Okay? OKAY?) - what is it called that gives you the ply where all the different colors are combined - do you know what I'm talking about? Where in one strand you've got lights and dark and I'm thinking this is the twist or something, right? Anyway, it's gorgeous. This is the kind of handspun I really, really love. I wish I had the money to buy more. But it was ALOT. I did get 404 yards, but still. A LOT.

I also bought some Socks that Rock! I've been wanting to try this and I even bought a colorway that closely matches the Lorna's I had wanted over at Knit Cafe. The colorway is Cobalt Bloom.




Wildfiber had a special guest, Prudence Mapstone, and I have to tell you, her work was some of the most beautiful, most inspiring ART (in any medium) I have ever seen. I want to dedicate a whole post to her - hopefully tomorrow.

We said goodbye to LA and MJ and headed out to SB....

Santa Barbara

It took us no time to drive up the coast to SB and after we checked into our hotel, we found a tux for G, had a taco snack and finally headed off to State Street for dinner. The next day was really fun - BB's Knits in the morning. Great store - and they were expecting me! (Thanks Kathie!) I wandered around - what a packed store for a little space and ended up with some Interlacements Toasty Toes (in the Tanglewood Colorway - LOL) and Koigu. Once again, I'm hitting the same color palate.



By sheer coincidence, I ended up a block from In Stitches, which was, to be honest, quite a disappointment. It was nearly empty - of yarn. About night and day from BB's.

Then it was off to the beach - and sock time!



SB was a very nice community - interesting mix of people, stores - it was so much bigger than we expected. We liked our motel/inn - you really could see the beach from our room, surprisingly enough. Overall, a very pleasant stay.

Pismo Beach, San Simeon, Cambria

We made our way to Pismo Beach on Thursday morning - again the office caused delays! We needed to get there with enough time to get ready for dinner that night - the buses were leaving the hotel at 4PM. We got there with time to spare - a quick trip to check out the beach and take a rest by the pool (a balmy 85 degrees, thank you very much!)

Getting on the bus to go to the Castle was pretty funny. Here are all these women and men - dressed to the nines - dripping in jewels (literally - there was one woman who was OOZING diamonds) getting on buses. The trip took about an hour to San Simeon, and then we got off that bus and walked through the tourist center (even funnier - the looks we got) to get on yet another bus to take us to the top - and the castle.

What a ride! The whole time, you can see the castle in your sights, you can't help but think - how the hell did he get all that crap UP THERE!?! It's a twisty, single lane road with lots of drop offs and this is 2005! Imagine it in the 20s, 30s and 40s when they were building it. Incredible, really. There's no other way to describe it.

Once off the bus, we were given the option of a tour. Needless to say, we took it!



La Casa Grande - the main house.
Designed to look like a Spanish Cathedral - with all the trimmings!




A stairway among the elaborate gardens.
(God I wish I had the good camera!)



Outside of a guest house.


The view - the ocean is in the distance.





Can you see the moon peeking out between the trees?



The amazing pool - set at a wonderful 79 degrees!




There was a photographer by the pool taking "prom" pictures. I'm not kidding - G and I had one taken and I'm sure it's the goofiest thing ever - considering how I look in this picture:


Can you say FRUMPY?


That's it - no more pictures of me. I am NOT happy with my body these days. Maybe Jen can take a nice picture of me with the shawl - we'll see. Just know it was perfect and I still love it.

They served hors d'oeuvres along the pool and it got pretty hot up there. We found a shady spot and watched the sun get lower and lower until it was time for dinner. This was what awaited us!


NINE wine glasses per person!


It was craziness! The first course was a foie gras and some other stuff and they served a VERY sweet white. Next was the fish course - DELICIOUS! - lobster in a creamed corn. Yummy. Two whites. The Fowl course was duck - also very nice - two reds - one of my favorites of the night - a Hitching Post 2003 Highliner Pinot Noir. Meat Course was Dry Aged Beef - two reds. The Cheese course - two reds. I was pretty surprised there was no wine with dessert.

Every time a course was served, two sommeliers would come around and pour wine. They never filled the glass, just a taste (a generous taste!) and if you liked it and wanted more, all you had to do was ask. Georgie and I agreed on the wines all night - and it was the left hand side for us every course! (The wine glasses stood side to side and you identified the ones you liked by whether it was on the left or right.)

Here's what the table looked like at the Fowl Course:




And the Cheese course:




And here's the view when I turned to my right while sitting at the table:




All in all it was a tremendous evening! I had way more fun than I thought I would. I'm so glad we got to have the experience!

The next day G had some business meetings in the morning, so I ordered in a nice big breakfast and tried to surf the Internet. We had such poor connections the whole trip - it was weird. Well, LA was good, but other than that - very, very slow. And since G had a lot of work, I had barely any time online. Which was good too. I had a nice break - but, I did miss my blog (and all of you!)

After breakfast, we decided to make the drive up to Cambria to go to Ball & Skein. We also thought we might be able to hit the IN-N-OUT in Atascadero on the drive back - since it would most definitely be our last chance to get there. The shop was very nice - I bought some gifty type items that I won't show here - not yarn - think tools. And while they had a SHITLOAD of yarn, falling off the shelves, to be honest, I didn't buy anything. Sticking to my rule (and honestly totally going overboard at Wildfiber), I was a good girl. I was thisclose to buying some Noro Blossom for Vicki, but luckily she already found some! Cambria was a very pretty town and it would've been nice, if we had more time, to hang out there. But we wanted to go to the beach - always a top priority - and find that IN-N-OUT!

The ride to Atascadero was exciting to say the least - we started out on Route 1 and crossed about 26 miles of Route 46 to get to Route 101. It was NOTHINGness - unless you count rolling hills, sheer drops and cows. I swear I had a panic attack. I was convinced we'd get stuck like Margene! Georgie was sitting in the passenger seat oohing and ahhing and video-ing the NOTHINGness and I could barely breathe OR keep my hands on the wheel. In the end it was worth it - we found the illustrious IN-N-OUT!






We had a nice dinner that evening at Pelican Point in Pismo - with enough Sideways moments (not us - the table next to us - actually it was The Big Chill meets Sideways. Amusing to say the least....) to last about ten years. Seriously. Is it necessary to stick your whole freaking face INTO the wine glass? Maybe if you just drank it.... Who am I? I know nothing about wines. (Athough I do know what tastes good!)

We left the next morning. Whew! What a trip! Glad to be home. Lots of laundry and work to do. G will be out most of the week with work stuff, so I'll miss him even more than I usually do after spending the week 24/7 together. But you'll keep me company right?

Thanks for reading!
L, C

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July 15, 2005

Close your eyes...

and feel the sun rest sweet kisses on your shoulders as it sails out beyond the sea. Smell the cool pine usher in the evening. Hear the birds agree to disagree as the violins envelope the night. Bear witness as the oranges and reds and blues battle against the sky, surrendering to a royal purple. Taste the oaky sweet spice of wine caress your tongue.

I’m still drunk from the evening and I’m pretty sure that the nine glasses of wine that were set before me at dinner has nothing to do with it. It was an abundance of senses and I hope I can do it justice. What a magical evening! Certainly, though, my favorite part of the night was coming down the dark turning hills in the dense fog, the stars peaking through like beacons, the air thick with seawater and pine, the wind rushing in my face, as I sought a place to rest my head. I wanted to dream the night all over again....

We’re back home tomorrow night. Much to report. I've missed you all.

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July 09, 2005

A 3 for 1 Deal










My sock pal socks - Koigu and Evelyn Clark. Doesn't get any better than this. Very easy knit so far - it's going so fast. Right there is two repeats and I could easily get through a third tonight. I have to pace myself for the plane, I think.

I got a dress this morning - tried to find a picture on the web but couldn't. Still need shoes, but I'm not so worried about that. I probably won't post again until after we're in Cali.

Calling All California Knitters


We've got one night in Hel-LA, two nights in Santa Barbara and two nights in San Luis Obispo. Where should I go? I'm going to try to hit Wildfiber in Santa Monica on our one day/night in LA. And then I found a couple of places in Santa Barbara - In Stitches looks interesting. Pipe up if you've got a place in LA (our hotel is in Hollyweird and my bro lives in Santa Monica), Santa Barbara or San Luis Obispo. Thanks!

I thought it was pretty funny - I was typing in Santa Barbara knitting into google and you know how it brings up previous search strings? Well I got Santa Barbara clay tennis courts. Guess someone was there before me. My Georgie is such a honey.

Anyway - I'll try to post from California - but if not, be prepared for pictures from San Simeon - and I promise to get a couple of me in my dress and shawl. Thanks!

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July 08, 2005

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE IT!

I wore it with flipflops and sweats and a baseball cap to get the mail and I felt so ELEGANT! And I swear, it makes me look skinnier. I'm not kidding. I know I said I wasn't going to take pictures today because the weather is so crap and my house is very dark, but things have been kind of icky at Chez Mon Cerveau Est Démence* - think Exorcist-like demons and the DSM-IV - and I just couldn't resist this huge thing sitting in the middle of my living room. So I pulled out all the little pins and...

(LOTS of pictures ahead!)

Pre-Blocked
Straight Off The Needles!





Blocked Out on the Beach Towel



Night Pins







GLORYGLORYGLORYGLORYGLORY









And, as a special treat - I give you a KISS!



That's me, in G's room. (I got the walk-in closet, he got the third bedroom.)
It's the only room with mirrors. This is the FBS unblocked of course.
Don't you just LOVE the poster?!?


Details: Brown Sheep Cotton Fine, color Candy Apple Red. Size US6 Addis. Seventeen repeats (18 flower baskets before the edging.) My next one will be in DK weight - and I think I'll make the Lace Leaf shawl instead. I think a nice wool shawl for the fall and winter will be the perfect thing on my shoulders. Extra Special Thanks goes to Margene and Teresa and Jen and Becky's indispensible notes (Becky - hope you and your family are okay!)

I promise to get a picture of me wearing the shawl - I may actually let G touch my camera! If not this weekend, then definitely while we're away. The shawl is going to a castle - so that makes me a princess!

Oh and Boo-Kish one - it was ALL worth it!

Suddenly my house seems very bright. Thanks for stopping.

* This is my lame ass attempt at French - House of My Brain is Insane.

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The Bad Birthday Club

I wrote a story once called "The BBC" or The Bad Birthday Club. It grew out of a conversation I had with a friend after 9-11. 9-11 is her birthday and she was saying how she saw a friend a couple days after and mentioned this fact and he shook his head and said, Oklahoma Bombing. Thus a story was born in which each character is identified by the badness on their birthday. It's a bit more complicated than that, of course, but the main gist is that the story is a commentary on how bad days always happen and always will. It ends with a little girl blowing out candles on her birthday cake - a harbinger of what might happen on her day as well. Yeah. Good times. (ETA: This story was published in the literary journal Fourteen Hills, Spring/Summer 2002.)

When I heard the news from London yesterday, I immediately thought of the date and all those people who now have a bad birthday.

Our phone started ringing around 7:30. It was G's job - he went into crises mode trying to identify all of the people in the US that had traveled to London. Not an easy task, to say the least. Apparently one of the unexploded bombs was found under his company's office in London. That's what he said - I didn't triple check it. I think he's near the Liverpool stop. The day was so stressful for him he came home sick (and G never gets sick - or if he does - he stoically pushes through). He climbed into bed and I did my best Florence Nightingale impersonation all the while feeling my own craziness.

Let me tell you something world - you're not making my decisions any easier! Do you hear me? Stop this nonsense NOW.

I wasn't going to post again until FBS was done. Well, it's done, but the weather here today mimics the tears of England and I don't feel like taking pictures with a gray background. Hopefully the sun with be back out tomorrow and I'll be in a brighter mood as well. In the meantime, my thoughts are with all those people terrorized yet again.

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July 06, 2005

Devastation

ETA: Okay. I took the plunge and took out the needles to rip back. It wasn't as bad as I thought and I just knit the 8th row of the 16th repeat. So right at this moment I'm three rows back from where I started today (at 3PM.) I'm feeling quite a bit better about it and hopefully I'll finish the repeats, if I can't get to the border.

Man that was a close one. Who knew knitting could give me such drama! At least, for the last couple of hours I wasn't thinking about any other crap - that's good for something.

Always look at the bright side of life....


I was so close. So, so close. I'm literally sitting here in tears - I was having a bad day as it was and then I made the mistake of watching The Notebook while I finished off the last repeat on FBS. Stupid, stupid, stupid me! I found an error - or should I say I thought I found an error and tried to fix it and of course ended up fucking it up even more. I'm pretty sure I'm going to have to rip out an entire repeat - (I was about 3.75 rows into the last one.) I can't figure out how to put in a lifeline further down to just really rip, so I have to pull each freaking stitch off the needles. KILLING ME! I'm so, so sad. All I wanted to do today was finish this shawl. I had a shitty morning and I figured I'd just knit the rest of the day away. I'll be lucky if I can rip it all out today - seriously!

Thanks for letting me vent. I have to go sob for awhile now.

No zen for me, thank you very much. I think I jinxed myself.

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Inspiration

Where do you find yours?

I got a healthy dose yesterday from MamaCate's Zen entry. I, too, have monkey brain - or gorilla brain - whichever one never gives you a moment's peace - EVER. I've tried the whole stare at the flickering candle meditation route and my brain thinks it's a license to go absolutely berserk. I need something PHYSICAL. It used to be pottery - throwing pots on a wheel. You MUST concentrate or else it won't work. Then running. Trying not to die is a sure way to turn off the thoughts in your brain. (I NEED TO DO THIS MORE.) And, of course, my zen of choice these days, knitting. This one is the most successful of my endeavors to be sure. I can get a mindless knit for when I'm feeling okay. I can tackle something more difficult for when I need to concentrate - and always - it's a physical endeavor that keeps me busy. Idle hands are the devil's tools. I am THE poster child for this idiom.

I'm one of those white coat anxiety people - you know the ones who get nervous before they go to the doctor because they're sure it's bad news (honestly though - when am I NOT anxious?). Not too long ago I was sitting in the GYNs waiting room (never a fun time) and I was knitting. Forty-five minutes later I'm naked in the examining room, still knitting (got to keep warm somehow). When the nurse took my blood pressure, it was the lowest it's ever been. That good healthy low. She was impressed, and I told her - it's the knitting. Calms me down. Only Xanax does a better job. ;-)

Most important about Cate's post is that I've FINALLY gotten FBS! I have one more freaking repeat to go, but last night was the most enjoyable repeat yet. I finally SEE the pattern. (I know, I'm a little late to the game.) I understand the purpose of each stitch, each YO. I wish I had paid more attention earlier, because it would've saved me a lot of time. I barely made a mistake in all ten rows, and when I did, it only took me a couple of stitches to realize it. NO FROGGING ENTIRE ROWS! I'm looking forward to finishing the final repeat today - and hopefully the entire shawl tomorrow. It's got to be blocked and packed by Sunday night.

Anyway, Cate was much more elegant about it than I was (she doesn't mention anyone getting naked) so head over there and check out her post.

While there wasn't any knitting going on this weekend, there were a few moments of inspiration.





We bought my nephew a big box of 1000 LEGO Bricks (apparently you're not allowed to say LEGOS.) They were so tiny they barely filled the giant lego box they came in. What impressed me about the toys were the colors - they were muted and pleasing and my nephew and I spent a great deal of time getting the colors in just the right order. He insisted the red HAD to be at the top. He used to be all about blue, but lately it's been red. He built the same, but completely different, red robot about ten times this weekend. LEGO bricks are a good thing. I'm thinking of a cardigan - solid sleeves, solid back, striped LEGO fronts for him. What do you think?

I was also flipping through the Anthropologie catalog. Gotta say - been to the store, get the catalog and I'd be hard pressed to ever actually WEAR anything they sell. I'm a khaki/jeans/t-shirt kind of girl myself. BUT, I do love to look at their sweaters - they have a lot of sweaters that don't seem like they would be that hard to make. And looky here what I found on p. 19 in the "fall in love again and again" catalog:




Of course, they're not selling this sweater - they're selling the frilly ridiculous pink thing (straight out of Rowan by the way) on the mannequin/model standing to his right. I cropped her out. But, let's look at the sweater on this guy. Is this not PERFECT for the sweater I've been wanting to make for my dad? Picture it in a grayish brown tweedy Jo Sharp with a V-Neck. Now my dad's not so tall and he does have a decent gut - but I think it will work! I especially like the ribbing around the sides. I may have to incorporate that into my Bohemia cardigan. These cables are super easy to find in my cable books for sure - they all look familiar - and I think the middle panel will split into a v-neck quite easily. Inspiration! Yay!

Someone in the apartment upstairs is drilling away like freaking Marathon Man (don't worry Jen - we WON'T be watching that one) and now my teeth are killing me.

Go! Away with you! Find some inspiration!

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July 05, 2005

I'll LOVE You With All the Madness In My Soul!*

OH MY GOD! You guys are incredible. I'm LOVING all the LOVE SONGS! What fun I had this weekend. Seriously - some I haven't thought of in a while - some I just adore - some I need to try out. So great. But without further ado, the winner of The Summer of HATE LOVE LACE contest is:

KRISTIN


She chose Let's Stay Together by Al Green as her favorite love song. Great pick Kristin! (I'm also quite partial to You Ought To Be With Me - a great one by Al Green if you've never heard it!) Congratulations Kristin! Send me your address and the Zephyr (plus some sheepy and flower cards) is in the mail!

I'd love to send a couple of other PhotoArtCard packages out too - first to Louise, who was the 1776th comment on my blog (she chose Blue Velvet as her lovesong)! It seems fitting that she should get a prize this Fourth of July weekend. Sheepy cards for you! And also for Anne, who chose Silhouettes On the Shade. (Click on the link to HEAR this great song!) Unbeknownst to Anne, that is one of my all time favorite songs. My daddy sang that to us when we were little - all the time! When I told my sister someone had put it on the blog, she said, well you have to send them something! My dad came to visit this weekend too and he got a good laugh out of it as well. Thanks Anne! Sheepy cards for you! (PS - Do you know your domain isn't working? Hope you get it fixed soon!)

Thanks everyone for playing. I'm going to open the comments back up - so feel free to keep adding your love songs. I thought of a couple more I love: As by Stevie Wonder and Lovely Day by Bill Withers and Dancing in the Moonlight by Thin Lizzy. UGH! I could go on and on and on and on! I LOVE me a GOOD LOVE SONG!

The weekend was crazy - as expected. There was some of this:



The Carousel at Van Saun Park

And some of this:



Blankie/Pacie, Uncle Georgie's shades and my Dora bikini!
Ah! This is the life!

And A LOT of this:


Chunkilicious Laughing it UP!

Today we had this:




And let me tell you, them leaving me is a HELL of a lot harder than my leaving them! I was so sad I may have shed a tear or two. Sure my house has been turned upside down! Sure I've got a ton of laundry to do! Sure I didn't touch the knitting AT ALL since Thursday (I think I've been knitting in my sleep though!) But what's better than little Charlotte walking around saying "Cara's house! We're at Cara's house!" Or Max and Georgie swimming together and just hanging out. Or Baby Eli, so, so deliciously fat laughing and laughing and laughing! Nothing. There's nothing better. My house is suddenly very, very quiet. I will be happy when G comes home tonight - I have missed him. Not much quiet time with three kids wreaking delightful havoc!

I've got to get a job out - so I have to dash. And I still need to get through two repeats and the border on the FBS. I'm dying to start my SockaPal2Za socks as well. Thank you again for all your comments and especially all the compliments on FBS. Can't wait to show you a finished project!

Have a great back to real life day. I'm not sure I'm ready for it!
L, C


* Possibly my favorite Bruce lyric EVER. From Born to Run. Definitely a LOVE SONG!

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July 04, 2005





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July 01, 2005

Summer of Hate Love Lace




In honor of the fact that I only have two more repeats and the edging on my Flower Basket Shawl (which unfortunately will have to wait until after the weekend - I doubt my niece and nephews will let me get in any knitting) I'm giving away some beautiful Zephyr Wool-Silk!






Jagger Spun Zephyr Wool Silk
50% Wool, 50% Tussah Silk
1260 Yards (enough for a large Flower Basket)
Color: Iris

Okay - here's what you need to do to win this yarn. Since I'm all about the love...



leave me the name of your favorite love song in the comments. I'll be picking randomly on Tuesday. So you have the weekend to get in touch with your loverly side. (Only one entry per person will be counted. Thanks!)

I'll start you off with some of my favorites:

The Very Thought of You
Can't Get Enough of Your Love, Babe
Prove it All Night
Drive All Night
For You

You get the picture. And if you want, I'll throw in some cards - sheep or flowers. Or both. Have fun! Can't wait to see what you come up with - I'm a sucker for a love song.

Have a great weekend everyone - hope I come back with lots of fun pool pictures. If not, I've got plenty of work for everyone!



My New Toys. (Ann! I totally understand now!)


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